It's been a weird but damn awesome weekend so far.

The prelude party at minds was a nice start.

Then last night was just crazy!
I have never experience something like this before
(and i don't think i really want to ever repeat that again)
*sorry but i don't feel like blogging abt that event. want to keep it personal*
But i must thank all that went through that with me. It wouldn't be the same if it's any other ppl.

With what little sleep and lack of food,
(hence the reason for the lack of pictures)
I had to prepare for tonight's event.
I like these simple and "for nothing in particular" gatherings.
Especially if almost everyone made the effort to come.
Hey... it's no joke trying to plan a party that can accommodate to 50+ people!
But it was all worthwhile
We all got to catch up, reminisce about the past, talk about the future and basically enjoy each other's company.
I'm glad that everyone enjoyed themselves.
And i really hope that we can have things like these more often.
Like Dad said, if we had something like once a year,it will take almost 10 years for everyone to have a chance to host! Even if it's twice, it will still be a 5 year cycle!

Now i'm looking forward to round 3!
*i have a feeling that this will be a picture-ful event - look out for update*

And then (maybe) round 4!!
*waiting for that phone call*

***

On a more private note;

Today i came to a conclusion that somethings are better left as it is.
The harder you push and the more you want it a certain way, the more it will turn out the opposite and 10times worse then what you originally had.
So, maybe it's time to stop pushing and move on...

On a brighter side,
the whole "everything cannot be trusted thing" i posted a while back,
well it's been resolved with a pleasant ending.
But... getting to know the story more in depth
I only can concluded one thing,
"All men are bloody bastards! And you're no exception!"
But this is from a very feminist point of view
and you know i still love you right.
But somethings will never change.
(those that know, know. And those that doesn't, don't ask)

The only good thing that came out of this all is that, i'm glad we can still talk and share such stuff.
I enjoy our talks and the way we communicate.
And i guess, thanks for trusting me enough to tell me everything.
And no matter how much you sway,
i trust that you will know how to make the right decision in the end.
Hey... I'll always be here to give you the other point of view!

Ok now i need water!
And very much deprived sleep...
Ta